im stucked. not sure how to move on from here. i have NO feel to study for exams. i felt so helpless now. having just missed 2 main papers and thought there were supp papers to help me, and that bloody sch just told me the exam timetable was planned for that particular batch for that particular year 1.
what's the freaking use of having the freaking supp paper if it doesnt help students from all batches but only that particular batch?
freaking sch have freaking system which simply just sux.
why am i studying?? i felt so lost. i dont wanna feel this way. it's so demoralising.
i'm agitated and frustrated. i kinda cant feel the logic behind me studying and suffering. should i have just gone for an advanced diploma instead of the damn degree which takes such a helplessly long time?
in debt for things that arent mine. kinda felt stupid suddenly. why am i so weak?
why cant i say NO? just wanna make others happy, how abt yourself, cindy?
give me some support that i'm doing the right things.
tell me im in the right job.
tell me im in the right course.
tell me im doing ok.
tell me i can let my mum retire soon....
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1 comment:
dear ger...trust me, you're doing well....have faith, strength will naturally come...
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